Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I am always covered!


My son Chriswin. He was crying loudly when he was given an injection. It was a painful injection and unavoidable indeed. He stared at the nurse and may have thought she might be so cruel to hurt him. After the injection, we came back to room and his petitions were clear in his face. I slowly leaned down to tell him:


"My dearest son, its me who allowed this. It is not the nurse who want to hurt you. All what she has done to you is with my knowledge and approval. I know it caused pain and hurt you a lot. I saw you crying. But this is essential for you dear. It is for your good. If I wont allow this, it will be a big trouble for you which I cannot afford. Now it is going to be alright. "


Then I turned back and see God smiling on me and His face shining..


Yes I may get stumbled over these trials. But I will wait for Thee, My Lord. For I have learned all these from you. Now I understand well that whatever happens to my life is with your knowledge. Looking into the problem makes be weak and arrogant. I may start complaining about them, be hopeless, blame others or even hate my self when I lose faith. But when I put trust in God, I will be calm, hopeful and consoled by His love.


Yes, I am always covered by God's insurance company. He has good plans for me. There is no place, no time where Grace of God leave you alone. Even though my eyes can't see, my ears can't hear, my mind won't agree, I believe in Thee my God!.